Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Trying not to get my hopes up

According to my chart I ovulated on Christmas Day.


This is exciting because I haven't O'd in over 4 years. Since I was getting positive readings on the opk's we made sure to BD just in case on the 24thand 25th. Now I am freaking out thinking maybe I didn't read the opk's right or maybe I was temping wrong.  I am so paranoid! If I did happen to get pregnant on Christmas, that is the best gift I could ever ask for. I can't wait to get my b/w done and get the results.  I am going in early Thursday morning, but because of New Years I probably won't get the results until next week.  This is going to be one of the longest weekends ever. I just want confirmation that I did O. Even if I am not pregnant that is still a huge step forward.

I just don't want to be extremely disappointed if the Dr office calls and says I didn't O that somehow I have misinterpreted all this data that points directly to an O.

Hopefully my temps will continue to rise. If they tell me on Monday that I did O it will be really hard not to POAS even though I will only be 10 dpo.  A few months ago I took some stupid little quiz thing that was supposed to tell me something that was going to happen to me this year and it said I was going to get pregnant this year. I hope it was right since this was the last chance for this year!

The words of the song "I'm So Excited" by the Pointer Sisters just keep going through my head.  I can't wait to see what developments the next few weeks will bring.

1 comment:

jeanna said...

crossing my fingers for ya! GL!!